Slowly...Going...Crazy...

Oh man...I can't sleep. Again. I've had insomnia for weeks now. It seems like its 3 or even 4 in the morning before I even begin to get a little sleepy and then when I try to lay down...well the Serta counting sheep could find a job at my house. I even tried those damn Tylenol PM. Yeah that worked ::rolls eyes::...All they did was make my muscles dead. So I was wide awake, fully completely conscious...but I could hardly move any of my muscles. I couldn't even speak my muscles were so relaxed. Needless to say I won't be doing that again.

What else is new since I'm here?

TJ goes in on Tuesday for surgery. I feel like a terribly cruel mother for sending him so close to his birthday. But I needed to get it over with before I went back to school. That would have left Josh to deal with cranky pants kiddo and that doesn't go over well. He's having tubes put in his ears (which will definitely help with the ear infections..and will hopefully help with the falling down all the time) and then having his adnoids and tonsils removed (this will hopefully help with colds in general and perhaps a tad with his asthma by relieving some swelling around his airway.) I'm SOO scared. They have to put him under general anesthesia for the procedures and that terrifies me. My family doesn't do well under general, and with his asthma so bad it really frightens me to think about him being put under.

Send us a thought if you have a minute on Tuesday.