Unanswered Prayers

Just thought I'd put this up here really fast. Since my SIL had her baby I've been thinking a lot about having another...not that we can right now...but it would be nice. ;-) So, I suppose this LO came from that. I've always felt guilt over the desire I had for a little girl when I was pregnant with Tristan. While I still want a little girl, (I feel that our family could never truly be complete without one) I feel that I've grown a little through this journey. I know that I can go on when my plan's go awry, lol, no matter how massive or trivial they may be.

This LO was inspired by the song Unanswered Prayers by Garth Brooks. In the lyrics he's talking about running into his highschool sweetheart, now that he's older and more mature..not to mention married to another. He realizes that because his dreams to be with this woman didn't come to fruition, he was able to meet his wife, and make the good life he knows with her. This reminds me of TJ. While I prayed for a little girl, I would never have had the joy of knowing Tristan had that little girl arrived. And each day, I thank the good Lord for not answering that paticular prayer.